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why me?

I seem to be slightly suffering from depression.

Yeah… I’m sad. Things have been piling up inside my head and I have no way of dealing with them. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I just think, “What’s the point?” Just another stupid day of dealing with the same shit over and over again. The days are blurring for me more and more and all my Tuesdays are disappearing and the weekends are for shit.

*sigh* Can I just start over? Can I rewind a couple years and maybe go down a different track? Down a different route? Hi, my name is Zulema and I’m going to start my life here. Hm… that didn’t work. All I want to do is stay in bed and wait for something, anything, to shake me out of this gloomy cave I seem to be in.

Posted on: Nov 15, 2004 at 2:04 pm
Filed under: thoughts


comments (2)

  • http://www.creativity-unleashed.net Aaron

    If I can make a suggestion & if you have the time; pick up a copy of Ayn Rand’s Atlas Shrugged or even The Fountainhead. Give one of those books a read.
    Granted, they’re long, but they’re amazing, and will make you take a good long look at life.

    Let me know if you really do read either of these books, I’d be interested to hear what you think.

  • http://blog.zoblue.com/ !!blue

    Hm… sounds interesting. I’ll have to finish reading “Pattern Recognition” by William Gibson, then I’ll see what I can get my hands on. Thanks! :smile: