!!blue’s blog

• Web Essentials 2004
  click & read voraciously
• Intelligent Menu
  this isn’t working for me. why, oh, why!
• Macromedia loadMovie doc
  read more on this, because, obviously, I don’t know nearly enough.
• Lojjic.net blog
  Mac OS X style menu, how’s it work? tellll meeee.

The other day I was thinking, ‘if I love spanish rock, why don’t I listen to english rock?’ There are so many variations of rock, in both languages. This morning, while waiting for Tino to wake up and give me a ride to the el train, I started watching MTV and a video came out : Good Charlotte’s I just want to live and I liked it. Rock like that I think I can listen to. I do enjoy The Strokes, Beck, Sugar Ray, The White Stripes, and Linkin Park. But I hardly listen to it. I think I’ll have to find someone to share that music with me.
(more…)

Take me away from this hell of people who do not understand web design/development. Someone give me infinite patience to explain things like: why it’s fabulous to use vector art in Flash and not jpgs; why your links in your signature don’t work because you’re sending all your emails as plain text instead of rich text; why you will be shot if you give me one more web page to code with the words “click here”!! Suprisingly, as you can tell by the link, some of the big players on the web use “click here” so I guess it will never die. :-@

But I can still fight it.

Yeah… I’m sad. Things have been piling up inside my head and I have no way of dealing with them. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I just think, “What’s the point?” Just another stupid day of dealing with the same shit over and over again. The days are blurring for me more and more and all my Tuesdays are disappearing and the weekends are for shit.

*sigh* Can I just start over? Can I rewind a couple years and maybe go down a different track? Down a different route? Hi, my name is Zulema and I’m going to start my life here. Hm… that didn’t work. All I want to do is stay in bed and wait for something, anything, to shake me out of this gloomy cave I seem to be in.