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Can’t believe today’s Wednesday already! It seems like time is going faster now that I’m older and it sucks. My life right now is at its defining point. I feel like this is it, this is “my life.” I’m a grown-up adult. When I was younger I always said I wanted to be a scientist when I grew up. Isn’t that weird? I was already a nerd at such a young age.

Well, I’m not a scientist, not by a long shot. I’m happy doing what I do, slightly coding my way through my work. My husband, though, is a whole differnet matter. He hasn’t found his passion in life. He loves his job, but it isn’t exactly personally fulfilling.

I was reading an article today in Hoy Newspaper that these two young women in Mexico created a device to somehow block cellular phone service but not affect any other devices or something. Anyhow, I got to thinking, “now there are some girls who had an idea and turned it into a fulfilling project.”

I also worry about having children. The other day my hubby tried to stop our dog from doing something, and very unsuccessfully I might add, and all I had to do was firmly tell the dog, “No!” and she stopped. My mom and my mother-in-law were there and I said, “See, this is how I want my kids to be where I can just say the word and they’ll listen. Tino can’t even get Kpax to listen to him!” My mother-in-law said that my children will be afraid of me and that children need love. I thought to myself, ‘Is she crazy? How is providing children with an outline of good and bad behavior being mean?’

Blah.